Introverted ?

Don’t you sometimes catch yourself ditching what others consider a fun group activity to do a normal solitary thing such as reading a book?

When do we deem a person introverted? Where is that line drawn?

Well, when I make plans with my friends, I always build myself up to going out, I give myself reasons to go and I rarely get disappointed when a plan gets canceled. Don’t get me wrong, I do enjoy these get togethers, and do like talking to people and about people , but it’s the pre-do weighing of the fun factor between the event and a good book or a good movie that always stops me in my tracks.

May be I’m just lazy… maybe I just find going out too tiresome to enjoy. But on the other hand I never say no to a soccer game, even if it was the fourth time in a week. I look forward to tomorrow’s game just after I finish today’s game. For my judgment, that rules out the lazy decision, or does it? Maybe laziness is how my subconscious expresses its disapproval of what I’m doing.

Maybe my friends are not that fun… maybe I should find new and more fun friends. Again that seems too far fetched, since as I said I do enjoy their company, and they usually have many friends other than myself, which makes them at least “society standard” fun people. Note: I do enjoy slaughtering my friends’ friends especially when I don’t like them.

I never make the arrangements or decide the place. Because if it was for me, no weights will be put on the opposite saucer of the staying home saucer hence the staying home option will always win.

Intoxication -> veisalgia (normal)

Intoxication (Insomniac) -> (acute) lethargy -> veisalgia

Throw and Catch (Posted While Intoxicated) (PWI)

I’m not at all responsible for anything written in this post…

You know how you always feel that the future never comes. You always can stay one step behind the time to judge and evaluate yourself. You always give yourself time until later, which you can take comfortably since this time is not today, and you get a yet more soothing feeling for acknowledging the fact that you will have to do "the important thing" later.

This is how most of my life can go to waste, if I get the feeling that: “I have to do something NOW!”. Well, I start doing it; I even discuss it, which gives me peace, enough peace to lose the need to prove something to myself. And by then what I started ends but not at the end.

But I found a good method to help one control ones life and its projections on his current state of mind. Oddly enough, it comes from programming! It’s called the “throw and catch” theory. Here is how it works: when you feel the need to do something with your life , PRESERVE IT, write it or reference it or even make extra effort to remember it. You don’t have to remember it all the time; you just have to remember that you tried to remember it; that’s good enough to catch after a while, this is called a “throw”.

Three months later (an example period of time), remember to remember what you have thrown in such a state of mind. You “catch” it and witness how you felt and thought exactly three months ago, you’ll be amazed how volatile your brain is. What you thought three months ago doesn’t seem important now. But catching it gives it a higher priority than it normally would have.

YOU WILL SEE THAT YOUR MORE apathetic, bum, careless, comatose, dallying, dilatory, drowsy, dull, flagging, heavy-footed, idle, inattentive, indifferent, indolent, inert, lackadaisical, laggard, lagging, languid, languorous, lethargic, lifeless, loafing, neglectful, passive, procrastinating, remiss, sack artist, shiftless, slack, sleepy, slothful, slow, slow-moving, snoozy, somnolent, supine, tardy, tired, torpid, trifling, unconcerned, unenergetic, unindustrious, unpersevering, unready, wear THAN YOU HAVE EVER THOUGHT YOU WERE. Time is not of the essence, TIME IS LESS IMPORTANT TO YOU THAN SHIT. Throw and Catch makes you see that, then you’ll hate yourself more, and maybe get off your lazy ass and do something with your life, or just plain kill yourself.

“Red” Windmill

“MOULIN ROUGE IS A GAY MOVIE NO MATTER HOW YOU LOOK AT IT”, EVEN IF IT WAS THE ORGINAL 70’S VERSION, STRIKE THAT, ESPECIALLY IF IT WAS THE ORIGINAL 70’S VERSION.

Football game Recap

Wajdy scored an amazing overhead double kick goal. A.R. was dribbling with the ball in midfield, he saw Wajdy running from the left hand corner of the goal, he lobbed the ball to Wajdy's direction but the ball got deflected by a naughty defender, the ball was going to fall behind Wajdy instead of in front of him. Wajdy turned his back and lifted his left leg in one swift move , he jumped in the air and hit the ball (which was by now over his head) with an enormous right kick that went in the net after passing the helpless and amazed goalkeeper. Really 10/10 . And the mark does not have anything to do with the fact that Wajdy is writing this post, not even a bit.

In other news Wajdy praised himself for an AMAZING GOAL !

I now realize what this blog is ..... it's like Denny Crane's therapist, I want to hear my own words !
But I do care about you , my readers , bla bla bla ............

You are not your Blog !

I've written a couple of "posts" (entries) , and then didn't post them because I thought they were not good or complete enough or that they didn't show the true Saksookeh person that I am. But then it hit me : "It is a fucking blog" . So here is my latest entry :

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