Strongest Evil...

Evil Evil Evil Evil Evil .... is strong but predictable


Good Good Good Good Good EVIL ....is the smartest evil ever.... The most cunning villains appear as good people

The 5 hours schedule

It's 5:00 am again! 3.5 hours of sleep. Insomnia strikes yet again. There is no schedule that can ever fill this hole. It's not like I'm sleepy, on the contrary, I am awake and receptive, and I'm already looking for something exciting.

People come back from the dead at 7:30 , that's full 2.5 hours of free time if I had a normal job. But I have a more artistically oriented job, I usually make it at around 10:30, yes that's 5.5 hours free time. This is not your usual free time, I can't just call my friends and say :"wanna hang out !?" ;It's 5:00 am !!

Well as lame as this may sound I study my ass off in these 5 hours, the way I see it is that I have a 5 hour advantage on everybody else , and yes that's cheating. But I've grown tired of this and I already have the lead. Reading is a part of the 5 hour schedule too, but it feels cheap, I don't consider books as I do movies, they are not a "pass time" activity, at least the good ones aren't; you have to find time to read not the other way around.

Look for the ridiculous...

Look for the ridiculous in everything and you will find it. Start with the easy stuff , your job, but then its the "serious" that you'll have difficultly finding. Go from there to your life goal , then your future life, your current life , your relationships , the people you know ... ridiculous is too easy to find ...

Wisdom can make major issues seem diminutive, and therefore ridiculous. So if you can't find the ridiculous then you're not experienced enough yet. Or you're in denial ... you're convincing yourself that it's all serious ... well guess again

But it's not all bad ! Your life will take an amazingly positive turn , you'll get a better grip on things , pressure will be lifted off you ....