agitate ]*
How stable would you like your life to be ? Isn't stability what you were and still looking for through your "solid" career and your 5 or 10 year plan ?
Don't you find it scary and disturbing that people thrive for stability in a short lived life !? I mean after the "Birth to BSC" period -which I'm willing to assume that it's a personality builder rather than a stability seeking staging period- you'll be lets say 23 years old , that's when your quest to find stability begins -or continues- . But then you'll have an average of 40 more years to live ... yes that's it ! 40 ! YOU'RE FREE FALLING WITHOUT A PARACHUTE AND YOU'RE FINDING THE MOST STABLE SITTING POSITION !!
agitate ]*
Every paid job absorb or degrade the mind , it's a natural result of defining a path for a 360 degrees radiating bulb , 50%-99.722% of it's energy is LOST.
But what else can a person do rather than "finding the most stable sitting position" ? I can't tell you that in my preachy method of writing ... But leonardo DaVinci did say "scream and hope people remember how you sounded like" .
Don't do what people expect you to do , and surely don't DO WHAT THEY'VE BEEN DOING LONG BEFORE U CAME ALONG !!! (again intentionally preachy) . Scream!!! Agitate !!!
I know people who wanted to do their own art gallery , try new careers, write books, unconventionally live .... Most of them are afraid to fail , or too stable to risk anything , WHICH IS REDUNDANT SINCE THEY'LL ALL DIE IN 50 YEARS !!!!!